lets talk 2020

okay so 
was 2019 the best year i've had? 
no. 
was it better than 2018? 
heck yessss. 

so, fingers crossed that 2020 will be even better 


i have a few goals, like i do every year
i'm going to bump up to 200 books again
but i think i'm going to regret that

i still want to write
i still will crochet (the making of product for possibly doing a craft show in the next year or so is very scary but i want to do it as  a bucket list item)
i want to get back into my scrapbooking - just for personal stuff. need to update them.
i need to keep up with the blogging/reviewing more 

and by the spring, manfriend and i want to be living together
plus i have a paris/london trip coming up for my 30th in May as well

so i really feel i need to be on the ball with my time management this year
of course, it's all pending work.

i have no idea what's going to happen with my college schedules, but the community stuff should be alright ... though i've been debating on a second job lately. though what that means for my life i have no idea. it makes my brain hurt thinking about it. if manfriend and i live together, i wouldn't feel so guilty about going out because the puppy wouldn't be alone so much. so that may dictate my decision.


My december wrap up had 18 books, and a few big ones that i finally knocked off the list so yay for that! 

Jan's tbr is looking pretty packed, but I don't know what i'm in the mood for
though i bought a tbr cart and i'm in love *swoons* 

does anyone else feel like it's not a new year? 
maybe i'm just getting old and it's just another day... who knows ...

im definitely feeling more cynical as the years go by *shrugs* 

i'm hopeful for the next few months. 
some big life changes should be happening 
and life begins a new chapter (been in a long epilogue in 2019) 

now here's to finding the motivation and commitment to having an amazing year and being productive 


Enjoy whatever comes your way darlings  <3 <3