Tuesday 6 August 2019

what a year its been ...


I have no idea what happened in July. 
i look back at my book journal, or my posts this month and *blinks* 

how is it August? 






apparently I read 17 this month. 
sweet 

- bird and the blade (DNF'd) 
- this savage song / our dark duet 
- Heaven / Dark Angel / Fallen Hearts / Gates of Paradise 
- Finale 
- Keepers of lost cities: exile /everblaze 
- serious moonlight 
- stepsister (almost DNF'd) 
- race you 
- escort 
- last of her name 
- midsummer tights dream / taming of the tights 
- Magic Kingdom for Sale-sold 


which puts me at 110 for the year. yay! 40 left for my goal 






keeping it small this month 

- Dollanganger series 
- finish up Magic Kingdom series 
- Sawkill girls 
- lament / ballad
- we bought a zoo 

plus whatever else nudges me 
i find my concentration is off lately... its getting harder to read 




really thinking of how much my life has changed. I've been in this apartment for a year come Aug 1. crazy how fast 12 months can go by ... and how much can change. 

so... NaNo was a fail last month. Did about half my goal and lost motivation. I don't know whats up with me the past few months ... I don't wana do anything. 
yet my "want to do" list is so huge. 
overwhelming, that's for sure. 
plus the last weekend of July I got a massive sunburn which had me couch-ridden for a few days since I couldn't move without screaming out in pain. 
and lots of crying. 
i've watched a lot of t.v lately. 
not sure what to expect for August ... trying to go more with the flow but who knows what this month will bring. 
im also very annoyed with my life ... i hate when things get stale. 
i recently changed my hair just to do something different 
(it was between that and a tattoo and manfriend voted hair change. tho then he complained it's so short haha i agree with him) 
but i wana rearrange my furniture or something and its sucha small apartment that i'm kinda stuck with things where they are. 
rude. 

maybe my mood will improve this month. 
fingers crossed.